on disiring
- Stop wishing! You have been living in hells because you have been
wishing. Stop desiring! Stop desiring and the doors are open. Desiring
is bringing your mind into existence. Try to understand the nature of
desire.
- Desiring means projecting your past into the future, and
the future is unknown, and whatsoever you ask will be from the past.
All desiring will repeat the past again and again. How can you desire
the unknown? That which is in the future, how
- can you desire it? You don’t know it. The future is the unknown, the past is the known. If you desire, it will be from the past.
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Mulla Nasruddin was on his deathbed. Somebody asked him, “If you were
born again, would you like to make any change or would you like to live
the same life again?”
- Mulla brooded long.
Then he opened his eyes; he said, “One thing: I always wanted to part
my hair in the middle — and that would be the only change. I have been
parting my hair on the right and I always wanted to part it in the
middle. Otherwise, everything would be repeated as it is.”
- It looks
stupid but this is how it is. If you think, if another chance is given
to you, what will you do? All the changes that you will want to make
will not be more than Mulla is asking: they will be just a parting of
the hair in the middle. You would like to have another woman, but what
difference does it make? You would like another profession. What
difference does it make? It will not be more than parting the hair in
the middle.
- You cannot ask from the past, and the future is
unknown. Because you go on asking from the past, you move in a vicious
circle. That circle is the world, the SANSAR, the coming and going,
being born again and dying again. Again and again you do the same. Not
a single basic change! There cannot be because whatsoever you think,
you think out of the known. The
- known is your past. Then what to do?
Don’t desire. Let the future come without you desiring it. The future
WILL come — it need not be desired. It is already coming. You need not
force your projections on it. Be passive, don’t be active about it. Let
it come! Don’t ask anything about it — that’s what the meaning of
desirelessness is. It is not moving from the world, renouncing the
world and going to the Himalayas — all those things are immature.
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Leaving, renouncing, means not desiring, and waiting without any
desire. Just waiting: “Whatsoever happens we will be a witness to it.”
If you can wait without desiring, everything will happen to you — and
then it happens from the totality, from the whole, from God itself. If
you ask, desire, it will happen, but it will happen out of you. And
then you move within yourself, never allowing existence to happen to
you — enclosed.
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